mercredi, août 12, 2009
Cool.
it is the 12th of august, a year later from my last depressing and cynical post.
it is 10.48pm, only 12 minutes from the internet being cut off.
it is the 5th week of being in term 3 of year 11, 2009.
it is 12 days until my 9th month of being together with him.
it is 19 days until the anniversary of me getting together with you.
it is the night.
it is nearly over.
it is almost the end of us.
it is not there anymore.
it is gone.
it was never there to begin with. because i still remember you. a picture of you triggers everything from top to bottom.
it is wrong and unfair to him. how did you do this to me. why is it still engraved in my heart.
it is unfaithful.
it is disloyal. and yet he won't let me go. what's wrong with him.
it is a war between you, me and him.
it is never-ending.
it is corrupting my soul.
+Zayaana Shazlene+
8:47 PM
